13th april 2009

hemm, there was a unforgetable birthday in my life..;D first, finally after 18th years my daddy greeting me a happy biirthday.haha then my friends gave me a "surprise" like they gave me a birthday cake and many presents. hahaha
(tiramissu and oreoo cake)^^

when i went home,I immediately fall asleep bcos i felt so tired.. at 7 o'clock my aunty knocked my door,i opened it and saw she brought chocolate cake with candle above..(i love choco!!)

I almost wept when i saw that view. when i was 17th,my fams didn't celebrated and I also do not mind to it. but ytd, even though my birthday is not celebrated, nop for me^^ enough that all the attention given to me.. ehhhehehe., hey,have i ever told u that my bf's birthday same as me?^^

hahahaha
i think i'll offline soon..
because now im watching of charice' video..
can't wait till her become one of the most great singer..;D
enough for this day..
LOLS~
hahaha

for the last,, wanna invite you to watch this link^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMtE6ffPs9g&feature=related

this evening, im just look the video of Celine's concert..
im speechless..!!
my opinion, charice's voice is better than celine's..
how come..TT
huuufhh~~
veryy amazing !!

*nooooorak mode ON

whooooooooooooa..!!
that was amazing..
this afternoon, i watched Oprah Show on my television..
and there was a Charice..!!
do you know her..?
she's so talent girl..
i'm not lying!!
ooh I really admire her..
she has a very beautiful voice that Celine Dion love it so much. .
then Celine tell her to go to USA next week to have a dut with her..!!!
OMG..
cool ! cool ! cool !
but i knoe la,, this events is already happend in a long time ago..
hahaha

and i become a freak ppl who very norak now.. TT
sad sad sad..

but i still admire her..;D

and there's a picture bout her and celine..
ENJOY..!!

as i soar my gaze to the depth of your eyes ,
i feel like flying up in the infinitive blue .
climbing the rainbows ,
crosing the clouds ,
feeling soft blew of the wind within' my face .
the flicher of gentle light ,
tickling my very soul .
then i discover what i found ,
a precious star ,
twinkling brightly ,
softly as if a hand reached out to me ,
taking me out to this world that full of grace and lies .
there in your precious star ,
i found an answer .
an endless truth ,
i feel warmth nestling in ,
this wish from the sky is coming to me ,
and to the beauty of what's in you. .

phol need to offline now..
so so sad..~
will come back on next week larr~~
hihihi

zai jiann loo. .
kisses**

dearest friend ever after . .
love her so much..
her name is Hanna Christina..
have a tall and nice body.. (huh, envy her..TT) enjoy the pics^^

uploded by phol

the day with my beloved friend.. Clara

my 1st bestie named Clara Alverina Gunadi..
as known as lala.. (same with me..LOLS`)
enjoy the pics..

nothing to do..
happy saturday morning anyway..

hm ,, let me introduce myslef..
my FULL name is Paula Monica..
with chinesse name Wen Bao Bei..
and korean name Park Eun Sub..
u should call me PHOL or LALA ,, it's depend to u..

i live in indoensia now,,
but i got mix blood from china - holland - indonesia..
bcos mommy mix indo - china ,, and daddy mix holland - china - indo..
so here im.. gado-gado..;D

i spend my life for 18th years in indonesia,and stuck here..TT
i wish i could live in another country,, realy" boriiiiiiing..

i'd love to have many friend ,, esp abroad ,, dunno why ,, but tat's me..;D
so i was join friendster but already cancel my account bcos there's so manyy FAKER.
now i play facebook and it's just for the one i know ,,but still pepole who doesn't know me add me..TT
i know this we from my friend ,, and im so feel interest^^
hahah bcos maybe i like to write all the things that's happend to me..
but this is make me upset!!!!
im totally dont understand to edit this web..TT

is there anyone that could help me..?

WHAT A PITY ME.. :":

hufffh~
so stress..
still can't edit this web on my own..TT
so ,, today i just waste my time useless..
haizzz~

little bro~

oh yeah!
i do miiiiiiiiiiis him so much..
muach* muach*
he's my lil bro..
his name is Rafael..
he's 11th years old this year. . (maybe)
he haas a biiig body, hahahahs~
very cute, lovely, manjaaa bgt am eke, but he's a bit arrogant..TT

one day,i ever tried to hug him up..
OMG!!
what a heavy child, i tot..
but when he tried to hug me up, he could!!!!
hahahahahahah~

i always meet him when i go to the church^^
he alwys call me ,, "cici paula.."
damn!
i miss his voice..!!
i do not know how ,, but this sunday ,, i must meet him!!
hahahaha~

tat's the picture of his face..
enjoy~~

thanks to my beloved boy..
hahah
tat's already design my blog,,
ca bu duo lah..
khekhekhe..
i hope u'll make a new blog for your own..
or u need a help..?
but u must edit by yourself..
hahahha
miss u..
and have fun for today^^

that's him..;D

last night ~

hm,,
good morning evry one..
i'd to tell u bout my dream last night..TT
tat's so night mare..
i was dream tat my bf leave me alone in the mall bcos of he was so jealos when he was looking at me talking with my junior high school..TT




i felt sad too,bcos i should go to the church last thursday to chapel and to prepare my choir for easter..
but i didnt come , im sick , and i had 2 exams for tomorrow..
so, my friend change my position , and she's my best friend.. TT
so sad..
huhuhu



how frustrating the day. .

but despite all that has happened, I still love my good friend and my schact

continue to fight!

huffh.,
finally i finished my whole SHIT test for this week.
tetapi aku masih harus menyiapkan diri untuk ulangan minggu depan
but beetter,now i can breathing relieved.
now i can breathing relieved
thank the Lord, this day I do not feel headache.
results of this test is quite bearable, not too ugly also.

today,there was a tauten events,,
my friends are caught truant school.
they really are very compassionate.

ckckck,,
my teacher to come to each class to note that not all of them are in the class

I was not able to say words again, they are all wrong.
why they cut the school when they know that there are still lessons ..


hufffh`
that's all for todaay..